Well, it happened. The answer to all we have been waiting on and it wasn't what we wanted. There will be no new job, no opportunity to move, no packing up and hauling our lives back to where we wanted to be, no new adventure for us all. I was hoping to quit my job and help my body get healthy. Instead, we press forward and try not to be too depressed. But, for today we will be sad and hope a change comes...quickly PLEASE.